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Just Lost In My Own Space

by Mr. Williams

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This is a three-movement track combined as a single composition. A.) Introduction: Jack and his companions are ready for their journey into “space” with an optional skit within the typed manuscript. B.) The Boundaries of Limitations: This is a musical illustration of the crew’s preparation for launch. C.) Time to Fly!: Near the end of the composition, there’s a musical illustration of a real-life spaceship launching off into space displaying by a snare and bass drum roll.
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This is an original poem by an unknown speaker to illustrate that the crew will also go on an inner journey just as much as an outer journey to “space”. The Remembrance of time as a precious jewel, Can either soften or harden depending on the yearly status. So, as the new leaf of seasons come upon us, Don’t be fearful to travel the realms of the atmosphere. So, strap up and prepare yourself quickly. Because just when you have a beautiful, color coded house On the outside where it’s can be seen for miles and miles. Doesn’t mean that it’s a peaceful home on the inside. Thus, this makes this gray area that was once answered, To be thrown into a series of questionable debates. By people with hidden truths and virtual realities To cause an individual to lay comfortably in lies. Just be careful how or who you travel with to space. Because it can be an amazing experience, Where your riches pour in the form of Wisdom, Knowledge, & Love. However, there’s always another side to a story. It can also be a life-changing, destructive experience, Where your debts pour in the form of Unexpected change, Hurt, Deception, and Lies. So, as I travel beyond the atmosphere to the Second World, I take a second to think & realize, How amazing one person can travel beyond Set expectations & grounded limitations. Apparently, I travel with others for myself, Instead of me for myself by myself. But, we all have to learn the lesson from a pill called truth. But, in the meantime, Space is………..
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This track is an instrumental to illustrate their entry into “space” whether it’s on the inside or out.
4.
This track is a skit to introduce the three main characters of the story as well as the narrator. Jack S. Johnson is the commander in chief and leader of the dark, commanding voice who’s always there to help in any way that he can. Bennett B. Thompson {Left speaker} is the ship’s leading pilot with the attitude of a hot shot with overbearing confidence that will make a person sick. Taylor L. Coleman {Right speaker} is the ship’s technician with the questionable character and lack of leading presence. Then, things begin to apart from the outside in.
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Mr. Fix-it 02:06
This track is an original instrumental illustrating Jack as “that dude” or the “Real MVP” as he fights to save the day once again.
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This track composed of an original poem spoken by an unknown speaker illustrating that in life that just because things seem to look good on the surface, but it doesn’t mean that that is what it is beneath it. Also, the narrator continues with the story as Jack begins to take on his own journey from Bennett and Taylor. Poem: Communication is such a two-way street leading to a single destination, But, it’s considered worthless if both are not going the same way. So, don’t try to save structures that aren’t meant for you, If it’s meant to be, it will be. Because a lot of people can sit there and Amen to the church, Get their blessings, but it doesn’t mean you will get their offerings. {Ending Commentary after the poetry has been recited} Narrator Voice: {As Bennett continues to get in contact with headquarters, Jack enters the space pod and is sent into space to observe and try to fix the problem. Everything seems to be going great. For example, Bennett is now communicating with headquarters, Taylor successfully guides Jack through the issue and fixes the problem. As Jack is being slowly pulled back into the ship by the cable cord attached to the main ship, an incoming satellite is approaching the main ship and hits it with an incredible force. Thus, this cause the main ship to spin out of control. Then, the cable cord that was attached between the main ship and Jack’s space pod breaks sending both ships in two different directions. As the main ship starts to gain control, Jack is sent spinning out of control into deep “space”.}
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This track is an instrumental illustrating Jack’s sudden chaos with no help from the others.
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Note to Self 01:12
This track starts off with Jack’s internal thoughts about the current situation. Also, near the end, the crew receives a call from HQ. But, Bennett begins to start the separation process from Jack as a person. {Jack’s Beginning Thoughts} What is it a person has to do in order to be safe and to find peace. I help and help and find myself in a black hole with no light. Now, I’m spinning alone where I should be standing tall and proud. {Ending Commentary} Mike: This is HQ, please respond. We need you to come back to HQ, there’s a major issue with the ship. Bennett: Everything’s fine here and the crew is good. Crew out. Mike: Okay, just checking. If anything is wrong, report it. HQ out. Bennett: {clicks off radio} Yeah, of course. Mr. Fix it got it?! {Laughs jokingly}
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This is Jack’s 1st soliloquy illustrating his thoughts and reflection upon what happened. Poem: This is what happens when you try to be superman or batman. You lose yourself trying to help find others Like I am now, just spinning and spinning and spinning, With no sense of control, freedom, or hope. The deeper and deeper I go into the abyss, My little windows of sight are visible, But I have lost the vision to be seem In life and in my reality. Now, I can only live on the planet of expectation and deception Where the dirt is much greener than grass, The darkness is good for the sight of your own vision, & everybody is always there no matter what. How do it sound to you? Because it sounds good to me for a hot minute, Just to go through the motions Without thought and preparation to it at all. Just because I want it and it seems good to me, But is it good for me? Is it okay to fight so much in your dreams to obtain everything that you want, Just to settle in reality for the things that you can afford. In the Second World of the Unknown, What is considered peace? What is considered happiness? What does it means to be one with one’s self? Cause all I’m doing is spinning out of control for others, But who is going to lost control so that I can gain control. But, nothing is ever more beautiful, Than to discover how your soul aligns with the planets and the stars To find forever peace. To acquire years of wisdom and experience. To obtain the riches of your own success and knowledge. To be your own individual where no one can ever copy again. Now, that is what I call a journey into “space”. Will you make your own trip one day?
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Reconcile 02:42
This is a non- profit bonus track illustrating the inner voice of Jack telling him to come back to his senses. {This is once again a non-profit track} {Special thanks to STB- Stan the Beatsmith from the "Universe EP" track 8 "Reconcile"} https://stanthebeatsmith.bandcamp.com/album/universe-ep?undefined= Beat By: STB- Stan the Beatsmith Lyrics by Mr. Williams Verse 1: Hey Jack, this is the little voice inside your head Telling you to wake up, fight for your peace instead This is what happens when you help those who don't deserve it Just to lose yourself, out of control, just left hurting. Deeper into the abyss, fainting from the distance To find out that deception has a blurry vision. Extend my helping hand was my main notion, Anger & frustration is now my current emotions. Falling off the tree of growth just like its autumn Into space where you should face your own problems, Only playing the role like a team man, we were the best, No Peewee Herman, but now you want to start doing yourself. Near the end of the sermon, it's not a diss, Just speaking from the heart, let me leave you with this: "How do it sound to you?" "Friends to Enemies" Just a little something something from Jack's Soliloquy. Chorus: My helping hand was granted to the ship, But I was misguided straight to hardships, Suppose to be the tag team champs entitled "Stars of the City", Introduce to lies and deception, I never should have did it, Now, this is what I call a journey into "space", Just to get the issues of others to blow up in your face, So many misunderstandings presented for a while, "Stop the Foolishness!", "Let us all just reconcile" Verse 2: Little voice, check me present, I'm back again, Kicking wisdom & knowledge, Verse two, man rap again, Undefeated champ, you couldn't be beat, Low blow, no call, now you sit in defeat, The journey is far from over, you got to make it, I thought they had your back, just be faking, The test of level two, Jack time to pass it, Had to take a quick Tacet {Pause} Sorry for my wait as I charge up for the Kaioken, From the throne of timpani as I begin to play again, Trying to spit this raw beef, non-cook, bad to the bone, These people just don’t get it, incomplete pass over the dome. Your love should size up like the big bang, But, quickly change when they see new things, Don't give up what you have for the expensive rings, Sometimes, people need good body work and a routine oil change. Chorus: My helping was granted to the ship, But I was misguided straight to hardships, Suppose to be the tag team champs entitled "Stars of the City", Introduce to lies and deception, I never should have did it, Now, this is what I call a journey into "space", Just to get the issues of others to blow up in your face, So many misunderstandings presented for a while, "Stop the Foolishness!", "Let us all just reconcile" Outro: Dear ladies & gentlemen, this is the end to an adventurous journey, Where Jack is floating in turbulence, still hurting, Don't ever lose your hope & dreams, see things though, "Stuck in the Milky Way", Jack's Comeback, get ready for part 2
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This is the beginning of Jack’s comeback as he starts to realize that there is more than meets the eye. This track is Jack’s monologue searching for answers. Jack Monologue: Come in, Head Quarters……..Please Respond……… This is the Commander in Chief: Jack S. Johnson…. Asking for Assistance & looking to gain control…. This is my clear, concrete message for the people….. To Whom It May Concern: I may have been highly misunderstood and utilized for the wrong reasons….. I was placed here on this particular mission to travel to this world….. To do the duties to the highest regard of self-righteous & all that is Justice…. All that is Good & Bad based on the philosophy of Ethics…. To help in any way that I can always….. But, in this recent events, My observations has been very alarming and it put me into this grey area… Filled with doubts, misfortune, & falsifiable information…. Due to the mismatching between words & actions….. Thus….. All I’m saying….. Is…….. I have never tried to be a super hero….. Just been a human with a master status…. Continuing to always be me ……… Just don’t or always do….. Is where I have arrive to…….. So, what do I do now?
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Time to Eat! 01:27
This is a skit introducing Bennett {left speaker} and Taylor’s {right speaker} true intentions on the surface, but doesn’t mean that that is who there are as a person.
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Planet Dirt 03:33
This track is a monologue voiced by an unknown speaker illustrating the destructive place of where a person goes to when he or she is confused, being lied to, used, etc. that will make even the most confident person question who they are. Also, the word “dirt” is a synonym for “deception”. A Monologue: Dear my brothers and sisters: We’re no longer acceptable to the means of the act of righteous. Where we are free to dream big with aspirations made of gold. Instead, if you don’t follow “them” to be exact, The word “free” will finally be entitled to you on words of stone. So, let your wings of faith soar as high as the angels from Heaven. So, that one day, The word “Live”, Can actually mean “live” for the enjoyment of precious life, Instead of being only “alive” to just “live”. Filled with life’s stormy rains of hardships and trials raining continuously, Jack’s compassion of character caused him to lend out his helping hand, To the unwanted and to the ungraceful people of hate and despair. Now, he faces the harsh consequences of Mother Nature’s unruly justice. As Bennett and Taylor fest on a meal that was meant for togetherness and love. It is crazy how the kindness of a gentle soul with the extension of help, Can turn colder than a heart broken message of disappointment, Floating in empty eyeglass of the mind’s riverbanks of that same soul, Leading from the winter’s heart of despair. How can I come back now? We’re no longer acceptable to the means of what’s true. Where the right gets punished for personal gain, Where the wrong gets glorified for being accessible, Where the good gets destroyed for being them, Where the bad gets rewarded for being someone else. How can I stay afloat? To this place filled with despair & means of harmful inclination. This person was the best at what he had to offer to the breaking point. Where it’s no more unconditional love, Just because. It can make even the bravest soldier question, “Is it really worth nearly losing everything for that little bit of “change”?” Ladies and Gentlemen: I hereby bring you the wonders of this such creation, Welcome to Planet Dirt:
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This track starts off with the return of the narrator continuing where he left off. Then, there’s a telegram explaining who Bennett and Taylor really are on the surface into the definition of an article, an adjective, and a noun.
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This is Bennett’s 1st soliloquy of who he perceives to be on the surface on the outside.
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This is Jack’s 2nd soliloquy of who he is becoming on the inside.
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This track is composed of a group of different voices illustrating different perspectives on what it takes to get back up from being knocked down. The three voices are Jack, the narrator, and a dark voice. Jack is doing his 2nd monologue questioning this “new” person that he’s becoming on the inside. The narrator is continuing the story by issuing the warning of dealing with certain people, while the dark voice speaker states that you should be negative in a negative situation to make a positive. Come in, Head Quarters……... Please Respond………. This is the Commander in Chief: Jack S. Johnson……. {Narrator Speaks} {This is your narrator speaking and I’m not sure how to continue with the story. You can clearly see that there’s something wrong. You should be very careful with who you associate yourself with in life because you could end up like this} {Jack continues} {Sighs}……… I was able to escape planet Dirt……… And now………… I’m riding through the solar system trying to get back to Earth……... {Dark Voice} {Sometimes, in this life time, you must be a very selfish person. Why?! So, that you won’t end up broken, feeling alone, and empty handed after putting up everything you had on the table. If you give and give, some will help and some will take until there’s nothing left.} {Narrator Speaks} {Everything has a cost in life. How you choose to pay the subscription?! Well, that’s up to you!!!} {Jack speaks again} {Sighs}…………... People help people because it should be the right thing to do, No rewards or twists or strings attached. So, don’t blame yourself for things going wrong, Because it’s a part of life. Sometimes, I should give up, But, I know that I couldn’t do that to myself I’m much better than that and there’s people out there still believing in me. …………………………………. I know about Bennett, But, I hope that Taylor is still looking for me I don’t know how much more I can take. ……………………………… Just don’t give in or give up
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This is Taylor’s one and only soliloquy showing the person he always been beneath the surface. Then, the narrator returns to continue the story as Jack reaches the biggest battle of his life.
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This is a short, original instrumental illustrating a person’s journey at their most critical time in their life, “the inner battle of one’s self”. Everything from lending out his helping hand to being lied just now finding his own way back to him. But, it comes with a very high price that can’t be paid sometimes. So, you will either must find the right way to pay it off by continuing to stay on the path or make a vivid change for the best personally, not as a team. It sounds selfish to do, but the person who makes the choices must live with that decision for the rest of their lives. What would you do?
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This track is a poem voiced by an unknown voice illustrating the point where a person is now acknowledgeable of the situation and know now what to do.
21.
This is a short instrumental track illustrating where “space” is no longer considered unknown to the person and the beginning transformation of the “new” you are born.
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This is “A Pill called Truth Pt. 2” and Bennett’s 2nd soliloquy. Bennett finally shows who he has always been as a person from the inside.
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D.S. al coda 00:13
This musical definition means a sign that directs the person to go back to the beginning designated to bring something to an end.
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This track illustrates a vivid image of the concept called “free throws” where the composer gives the audience a description of what it takes to win at this game called “Life” while being under pressure. Would you take that shot for the betterment of one’s self even at the cost of ending ties and burning bridges? Jack is now given the ball and now has a decision to make. Concept of “Free Throws”: Lyrical flows scope with the laser beam, Plus 50 headshot, Poor little tin tin You use to call me like the hotline bling Now, you’re here for the cheese and want me to pass you the cream Man please, get that out my face so I can get this paper I been saucing since the seasons now here’s the flavor I’m not a poetic, rapper, nor am I such a lyricist, Just painting a cold-hearted image, are you hearing it. I got the highlight reel with the sport tape Beastin’ at the scene like a great ape Got the guard in the air like a pump fake I’m at the line in-side this round shape If you were given the ball of life, would you take it? Through life’s gate, swish, would you make it? Put the icing on the cake, that’s basic Ain’t easy as it seems, I’m debating Lies to the face, man, heart so cold This very man can’t take no mo, This is the new Jack, Welcome to the show, Here’s your uncontested shot, better yet, I called them “Free Throws”
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This track illustrates to the audience what happens to the crew and the conclusion of the album.

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Overall Story:
The representation of the word “space” is displayed as a double meaning. The first meaning of “space” is to represent “a journey” the person must go through in life when turmoil and hardships starts to settle in. An individual journey to find one’s self even if that means becoming a new person that that never thought he or she would even become.
The second meaning of “space” is to represent “the inner self” of a person where they begin to question their own such actions. The battle between the person and the person in the mirror as changes begin to settle in one’s life.

Concept of the Story:
To present to an audience of how a person can take a journey in two different ways whether it’s an inner battle or a worldly fight to find who you are as a person.

Part One: {The Weird Expedition} {Tracks 1-10}
In part one, Jack and his companions are on an expedition into the second world of the unknown called “Space”. After a successful trip into the second world, they begin to relax and find their own peace. However, on the outside, Jack realize that there is a problem when one of the pieces of the ship begins to fly off. So, Jack volunteers to fix the problem even though it is not his job to do so. While working on the spaceship, there is an unexpected event to happen. A nearby satellite hits the spaceship causing it to spin out of control. Thus, this causes the line from Jack’s mini space pod to break from the main ship. As the main spaceship is trying to gain control, Jack’s ship is sent into deep space just spinning with no hope of control and balance.

Part Two: {Stuck in the Milky Way} {Track 11-16}
In part two, Jack lost transmission with his crew and is still spinning trying to gain control. As he reaches the planets of the solar system, Jack begins to experience the different elements of what space must offer. Then, he crashes on unique, but unusual planet called “Dirt” where your expectations from others may be a scheme to hide the truths and the reality from the individual. As he starts to realize the truths of his own reality, Jack is fighting to escape the ones who trying to stop him.

Part Three: {Coming Back Home} {Tracks 17-25}
In part three, Jack finds a way to escape planet “Dirt” and is on his way back home. Then, he gets trap into the “Storm of the Century” back on Jupiter. Nearly avoiding a major disaster, Jack escapes in one piece to run into another major issue. Jack gets trapped into a massive black hole before reaching the planet Earth. After trying to send out one last transmission to his crew, they finally reach him and guide him back home. Once Jack is back home, he realizes that things are not what they seem to be anymore as they once were.

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released December 23, 2016

Credits to:
STB- Stan the Beatsmith “Universe EP” {Reconcile}
Zakir Hussain “The Elements of Space”
Logic “The Incredible True Story”

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KDW Productions 08-16
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Hey, I'm Mr. Williams from my instrumental movement called "Earphones Music." I would like to welcome you to some created and unique music that I have composed and/or arranged. So, sit back, relax, and enjoy.

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